"The Question"

That question you know then "are you going to have another (baby)" has been coming up a lot. I guess people think that there has been enough of a space time wise since Brennan. My co worker took me to lunch yesterday to celebrate my upcoming birthday....and she popped the question. She pretty much knows the story infertility loss blah blah. I guess she was curious. I told her we were taking a break. Then today a former co worker and I were catching up at the lrt and she popped the question. She didn't know about Gavin or the IF so I had to say yes we would like another but we are not trying at the moment. That is when the question about how old B is came and then the comment about what a long break we took.....I said not really ...pre-term baby, died.... It's like all of a sudden this person cringed on the inside and wondered why they even brough the subject up..lol..walked right into that didn't she?! My birthday approaching....I feel old :(. I still feel like the last two years have been wasted time....I am so ready to get out of this rut.