Sunday, January 8, 2012
Today.....
Today I remember. The beginning of the end. The worst moments of my life. The resident telling my she couldn't feel any cervix only a bulging bag. That last big kick on my right side. Desperate prayers to God. Painful contractions. Coming to the realization that the fight was over. Holding his tiny weight in my arms. Saying goodbye.
I feel very alone right now....
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I'm so sorry Gavin is not here with you. I'm thinking of you both today and sending hugs.
Sending love for you and Gavin today. Two years without your little boy seems so long yet your memories are so fresh and raw. Be kind to yourself.
I'm so sorry. I wish he could be here with you. You're not alone momma, we're all here with you/for you.
Hugs and love your way! There are no words on days like this.....
<3 Gavin
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