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Thursday, December 5, 2013

Snooping

I was just snooping on birth mom's fb profile again.  I snagged some more pictures.  One is of birth mom as a toddler....the resemblance incredible.  I also noticed her due date was set for the exact same date as the baby I lost in March of 2011 how coincidental is that?  To be honest it makes me sad because my baby (that we saw a HB) died. My sister thinks this was all meant to be but it's hard to swallow that all my babies had to die so we could adopt....that's just not right.  

Just about a month to G's fourth b-d day :( feeling sad right now.

1 comment:

Sara said...

I know this time of year must be really hard. Hugs.

(I don't like that whole "meant to be" idea about infertility/adoption/babyloss at all. Why should people have to suffer so much just to complete their families?)