Every feel like a chicken with your head cut off?

Well that is how I felt today. Today was the first day of the new firm. It felt really busy but it also felt like I didn't get much accomplished.

We are all still getting our bearings with the new order of things. It will take a little while. The way things are being done seems to be a turn backwards. So many forms to complete for every little thing.

I am still very unsure of my new role in all of this. A lot of the work I did will now be handled in the main office. Maybe I will be given new tasks I don't know yet. I still have lots of stuff to do for the old firm. Unfortunately that stuff is really not very exciting. But it is a task that I can sit and listen to music and not have to pay too much attention. But I see this task getting bigger and bigger, more and more keeps arriving and so far I don't even have the time to look at it at all. I hate it when there is work looming over me. Where I can see it but can't get to it.

Well I arrived home today with a huge headache....I wonder if it might snow? But it seems to be one of my normal "cluster headaches" bring on the Advil.

We start our EDO's this month. I am using mine Wednesday. That also happens to be the day I see my RE. I have so many questions for him. I am curious to know what type if any testing we will need to get done before ttc. I will get back on Met which is a good thing and bad. Side effects not so good, but it means I can get off the pill and my skin won't explode.

I have been conversing with vbac advocates. I really don't think I will find a vbac friendly DR for my situation but it is nice to dream. I will be happy enough just to be awake during the birth.

AH my little guy is done his diner so it's time to log off.