Beta HCG was low....tests are getting lighter....I am expected to miscarry.....chemical pregnancy...af ...what ever you like to call it.
Miscarriage always sucks no matter what....this time I am dumbfounded. Why in the world would HE align everything so perfectly have me ovulate, have that egg fertilized by my "sub fertile" husband just to have it not last? What is the lesson in all this? Don't know :(
I would have rather just ovulated got AF and had been thrilled about that.
I am wallowing in self pity today as I wait to bleed. I bought both salty and sweet snacks and indulged myself by buying a case of Pepsi.
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