Bad Blogger

I have been a bad blogger. I am pretty sure I have mentioned before I always hated journal writing in school....well I guess this is kind of similar....sometimes I just need a break!

We as a family have had so much stress in the last couple of months. I am happy to report that we are moved into our new home and are both working again....well I am on vaca this week....(not exactly looking forward to going back!)

Brennan is doing so well. He has had a growth spurt of words. I am impressed by how much he is learning and taking in. He is definitely a little boy now....no more baby.

On the ttc front after the chemical mentioned in the last post we did a couple of clomid cycles with no success, the first cycle was a complete wash because I missed my O (darn PCOS). The second had good timing but was not to be. After that I decided it was just too much for me....it was overtaking my life....opk's multiple times a day agonizing over pregnancy tests. Then we had some major stresses come up, so I went back on the pill. Next time I go off will be to start a cycle at the fertility clinic. The plan right now is for the end of Aug early Sept, but plans change....we all know that.

A friend of mine from church is pregnant. I have been wondering for a while now, but that isn't one of those things you just come out and ask unless your ABSOLUTELY sure...lol. She had her DD a couple months after I had Brennan and now a second is on the way in October. It was completely obvious on Sunday when I saw her. I will admit that zing of jealousy went through me. Not so much that she is pregnant but that having babies is just not easy for us. Some days it seems like nothing in life is every easy.

Brennan and I went for a walk today, spent some time at the park. On the way back I noticed our neighbour was out with her little boy. I stopped to introduce us. The little boy will be 3 in the fall. I am glad to have another boy on the street. I hope he and Brennan will be friends. Anyhow the mom just happened to mention "I am so tired, I just found out I am pregnant"....sigh....there seems to be a lot of preggo's popping up these days.

Well that is about all for an update I think.....