No O yet :(

I am feeling a bit frustrated.  No O yet.  I swear I was close over the weekend.  OPK's were so dark....but no....no O.   Sigh.  I know there is still time (cd 17 today). But this teaser o thing makes me feel like my pcos is rearing its ugly head.  I've also noticed my skin isn't looking quite as pretty.  I think may be because I stopped taking insitol.  Gonna have to pick some up.

I am supposed to see dr m in two weeks.  I should just cancel.  There isnt any point to go and waste both of our times.  Some days I wish I could just do another ivf now...but it's a lot of money....and especially a lot of  money to end up with nothing but a bfn.

BIL is STILL here.  I think he was in my bathroom yesterday.  BIG NO NO.  If I have to share my homes with him and be the only female around here I get my own bathroom MY OWN private space.  Seriously it's the ensuite stay the f out.

I've been feeling somewhat anxious lately.  I was up really early this morning....and when that happens the mind starts racing and sleep becomes illusive.   I wish wish wish.....I didn't feel the need to be so anxious.