Feb Update

I know I been a slacker blogger lately, I am not totally sure why, maybe just the winter blues. I did get 89% on my personal paper that I posted last. All my marks were lost in grammar and mechanics. I have some real issues with comma's. I find the rules to be somewhat complicated and I swear I was never taught this stuff in school, I am also sure that my writing skills have deteriorated in the last 10 years since earning my first degree. My tutor/professor actually said in his comments he felt like a grinch for having to take off those marks....I am not upset though, obviously I have something to learn about comma's :)

Work was busy, we have now gotten passed our year end :) the drama queen is still causing me grief of course.

I feel like I have gained weight and am avoiding the scale appropriately;). I can just feel, it plus my pants are feeling a bit more snug. So I am going to try and make a better effort to exercise. getting out to the gym after work is a problem for me, especially in the winter, once I am home I don't want to leave. I pulled out the Gillian again just have to keep doing it! I will still get to the gym on the weekends. I even bought myself a new pair of runners for incentive.

I have been notice a few white hairs in my part. This is VERY distressing for some reason. It is making me feel really old, whereas before I didn't feel my age. I have been having bad thoughts about having to lighten my hair so that the white are less visible when my roots grow in. My mom has been a life long hair dyer.....me as well....her's has gotten lighter and lighter....I guess mine will too! Boo! I like my box hair color.

On the ttc front I am on my second cycle of letrozole at the higher dose, last cycle we did not catch O but this cycle we did. A friend of mine had some leftover fsh and is sending it too me..since we had been tossing around the idea of another iui I guess this means it will be realty maybe in a couple of weeks.

On the adoption front....nothing has happened. My sister said C needs "something" still. Not sure what that something is but we haven't yet been assigned a case worker. I am still not sure how I feel. I am on the fence here. That desire to carry a baby is still strong, and if we do get C the chances we will keep trying are next to 0. We still have C here most weekends, she fits in well. B really enjoys her company and being a big brother. He is lonely being an only child.