I once had a teacher who used to say women don't get mad they get angry.....I am definately angry and verging on an unladylike mad! FFS.
Thursday, December 4, 2014
I'm angry and feeling helpless and hopeless
A few weeks ago on Oct 30, the day before B's birthday dh was let go from his job of two years.) I had a feeling from some of what he told me that things were a bit iffy with his "supervisor". I wasn't totally surprised but I was still very upset and very angry to have to be dealing with job loss again. I was so angry I wanted to throw things and punch the wall. So angry I had to take myself away and just not say anything at all to anyone. The anger eventually diminished. After about three weeks he started a new position, contract for a year. He was telling me what just a few days ago that he had been complimented on catching on and doing well. Well today (day 9) the agency called after the work day was over to say he wasn't wanted back, because he didn't take notes and had made some mistakes. Well fuck. Just great. Another shitty Christmas in this household. I am angry again. Feeling hopeless. I had just started feeling a bit happier. How are we ever supposed to get ahead, feel safe, be happy if we keep getting all these shitty things thrown our way. I have had ENOUGH but there isn't much I can do to makes things better....it's so much out of my control.
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Oh Glo, what rotten luck! I'm so sorry. I'm sure he'll find something soon, but that really doesn't help today. It's such a shame that they didn't talk to him first and give him a chance to improve before just letting him go! That does make it seem like this wasn't going to be a good employer anyway, but still, the timing stinks.
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