Today is Brennan's first birthday! My little Halloween Pumpkin one year old already. I can't believe how quickly the time has past and how much my little guy has grown and changed. From 7lbs 12 oz a birth to nearly 25lbs now he is a different baby or should I say toddler?!
While I am excited for Brennan's Birthday and for all the new experiences that will come in the future I can't help being a little sad.
I am sad mostly because this is my last day of mat leave. Monday morning it is back to work. It breaks my heart to have to leave Brennan. I started crying last night thinking about it and I am still being sappy this morning.
I know that Brennan will be in good hands while I work, it just won't be my hands. I am going to miss our days together.
Unfortunately the reality is that I have to work. We are buying a new house, I would like to have another baby so it only makes sense to earn another mat leave. Hopefully I will only be back at work for a max of 2 years but of course you never know how things are going to play out.
I did call the fertility clinic yesterday and made an appointment with Dr M in January. In my master plan this means we will have a couple of months to do what ever testing might be required. Follow up with Dr M. Then maybe, hopefully 2-3 cycles of clomid and timed BD if Dr M agrees and then if that doesn't work (not holding out too much hope) we can go to Injects and IUI by late summer early fall.
So hoping for a spring 2010 baby maybe....then I can be off again.
1 comment:
The plans sound great. I'm sure it must be hard to go back. If you are downtown, maybe we can meet for lunch?
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