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Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Naive hope

The last couple of days have been difficult. 

Everytime I have a little bit of hope it seems to get dashed.  Sometimes I don't even know why I bother with "hope."

It's like a vicious cycle.  Hope, then disappointment then back to hope again.

I see my RE on Thursday.  Answers haven't really been forthcoming since losing Gavin, but maybe my Doctor will have some ideas as to what the heck is going on with my body and how to address it....there we go with that hope thing again.