Well AF is officially late now. I called my RE's office this morning to give them a heads up that I had a positive HPT. I booked myself an appointment at the lab for tomorrow to have my HCG and progesterone levels run.
I am cautiously excited. My most immediate concern is of course a miscarriage I have been there before and would rather not repeat the experience. However, I really do feel quite calm about this pregnancy. I have decided that no matter the outcome each day I am pregnant will be a blessing. There really is not much sense worrying about something that may or may not happen. I really have very little control.
Of course in 12 weeks when I enter the "danger zone" for IC I might be singing a different tune! I will have to place all my trust in my doctors, but that doesn't mean I can be researched or have an opinion either. I will not let a doctor tell me I can just "try again."
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So happy for you. You are quite the amazing person...I love the point you made about this pregnancy being a blessing no matter what. I think that is something that only people who have lost a baby truly understand...the idea that just getting pregnant is a miracle. Sending prayers and good thoughts your way. ((hugs))
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