Well that's disappointing

So it's been 7 months since my D&C I've been waiting all this time for genetics on the poc. I decided that since I was off this week and would have a bit more privacy I would call the clinic and see what's up. Well I now have the full story and apparently I've been waiting for nothing. The tissue was never sent out to genetics and according to the nurses they never are....seriously ?! not sure I believe that. While the nurse was on the phone with genetics she did enquire about mine and Dh's test results and those are still a month or two away. So I am disappointed all these months waiting to possibly get an answer and nothing. Seems to be a running theme in relation to my loss life...no answers. I have a sneaking suspicion our karyotyoing will be just fine. Or maybe I will get an unpleasant surprise because in my world normal karyotyping means going ahead with ivf without too much concern and no pgs. Abnormal karyotyping means getting the pgs/donor egg talk which is not what I want. Having something go the way I want just doesn't seem to be how anything goes....ever! I noticed the other day I lost a fb friend. Normally I might notice a change in number of friends but figuring out who dumped me is a much harder task. This time I noticed the dumping before the change in friends number. It was my neighbor.... The newly pregnant first cycle off bcp one. Quite honestly I was upset. She probably dumped me because she doesnt want to "hurt" me by posting preg stuff. BUT really I am a big girl and more than capable of deciding at what point preg stuff posted on fb is going to bother me. I currently have several preggo friends on fb and have had several more over the last 2 years. I am insulted. I get all the dirt from the other neighbor anyways. She had her first u/s Monday and measured 5w1d meaning either when she "announced" she was <4 weeks or this kiddo is measuring behind. See how my mind works and how the mind of an innocent works? Not that I wish bad things on anyone she deserves her innocence I am just completely jaded.