Someone missing

B was playing this afternoon, the kid has great imagination it's fun to watch. He took his play kitchen, one of those little tykes ones put it on its back, his car couch on top of the upper kitchen and the dump from his dump truck on the lower half. Not sure if anyone can guess his creation from my lousy description but I was able to figure it out. He made himself a race car (no wheels but a car in his mind). As I watched him play I thought about how Gavin would have been the perfect little playmate now. At 17 months old he and B could have had lots of fun together....and it makes me sad that is not our reality. If we are able to have another the age difference will be too much for special interaction and play like what could have happened today. 4 days and counting....