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Sunday, February 5, 2012

Pity party

Ok so I ended up being pretty upset especially on Friday night. All I could think about was why things always go awry and how we can never plan for anything....that stemming from co-workers and my parents planning summer holidays. We can't plan anything because I could be pregnant....and of course employers want us to book our time off now.....so I guess if I don't get pregnant we will likely end up taking time of when my parents do their cruise....and likely end up at home.....as per usual. Anyways I was feeling particularly sorry for myself (again). I am just so ready to get on with life. I want to be able to plan a vacation and actually go somewhere....yeah know further then the next major city! So what do I do when I am upset....well I eat junk, and I buy things. I finally finished the former nursery. Curtain rod and curtains.....a new tv for the living room (for the Super Bowl of courSe)...I also want a new bed but restrained myself the tv was expensive enough. Then I got to play tech support Sat & Sun. Our router went caput it was a slow death. It was the laptops that stopped getting connection first (i.pad etc worked fine). B-I-L advised by phone but the router died completely. I replaced it today and everyone is back online (yeah). Yeah nothing frustrates me more that being tech support....except maybe putting together I.kea furniture! 2 days (including today) left of shredding....Can't wait to be done!

1 comment:

Sara said...

Sorry you're so frustrated. It's totally understandable. Limbo is really hard.

Maybe you should just plan a vacation anyway. You could probably still go if pregnant, and if not, hey, isn't that a great reason to have to cancel? It's so easy to put life on hold when ttc, but it might be worth it to just take a chance.

Good luck sorting things out.