Pretty sure I am BFN this cycle. I am so disappointed. Things went well, great sample, I tried really hard to stay positive and BFN still. I had a little cry in the potty at work this morning. I feel so very tired, mentally tired of being stuck on this horrible merry go round. It's nearly 18 months since Gavin died. With all those cycles all I have to show for that time is a million tears and another angel.
I hate infertility.
We do have a plan. 1 more iui cycle because I still have unexpired meds in my fridge. Then we'll just take some clomid for the following cycle. The rainbow was conceived on clomid it could happen again I suppose especially knowing that DH's numbers have been getting so much better. I see Dr M on Aug 29. After that I don't know. IVF is incredibly expensive and doesn't guarantee anything. I don't know that we'll ever go there.
3 comments:
Sending love your way.
Ugh, I'm sorry it's feeling like a BFN.
I think the IUI makes a lot of sense since you have everything ready to go. Hoping it all works out for you.
I'm so sorry. I wish it had been different, of course.
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