Yesterday the news was on FB that a BLM (April 2010) that I've know since elementary school has given birth to her rainbow. It's great news of course but I could help but think once again that SO many BLM's are going on to now give birth to their rainbows and here we are still ttc. In two months it will be TWO years since the cycle we conceived Gavin.
I know of a couple other BLM's out there still ttc after losses in 2010 so I know I am not alone but boy does it ever suck to still be in this place.
To make things even better I think my weigh in tomorrow is going to suck too. I've been good this week but the week prior is catching up I think :(
Surprisingly I had a pretty great weekend and reasonably good Monday, it's just this IF stuff is really weighing heavily on me today and now that it's quiet and everyone is in bed I have the time to think and whine about it.
1 comment:
I am right there with you. Rainbows everywhere, but not mine. Hopefully we get to join that club soon.
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