Happy April Fools

Did you get taken for a fool today. I know I did! I don't really have much to say. It's been a difficult weekend. There was "news" on Friday which really turned my mood from unhappy to downright upset. Can't say too much as its possible the person with the news could be reading. While her news is very happy and that is great for her it just make everything in my life that much more sucky. Nothing to do with her everything to do with me. Anyhow....I am back at ww, back to the gym today. 15 lbs be gone. I am so tired of life as it is. Some days it seems there is no hope for our lives to turn around...yeah no for some good luck at some point? I think I've been whining about that for at least a couple of years now....good luck doesn't even have to equal a baby now. Just something....something that facilitates a change....a desperately needed change for me. Thinking about getting some new ink. Got a few ideas have been scouring pictures online for more.