I don't think I have ever seen so much rain. It's been raining consistently for hours and hours. At least I won't have to water my new grass or garden for a while. It's being thoroughly soaked.
Starting week 3 of being a SAHM (sounds better than unemployed). I've applied for several jobs. So far I have only heard back from an agency. I am not a huge fan of them. I've in the past always managed to find something myself.
But it's good to have someone else looking too I suppose.
Other than that there isn't much else going on. Some days I feel very depressed, sad, melancholy, short, frustrated. Other days I am ok. I am really making an attempt to take all of this in stride....you know go with the flow. So I'm not working....it's ok....now I can potty train consistently. I should for sure have something new before or at the time my severance runs out.
So what if I have to put off ttc for a few months....it's not like we haven't already been waiting several months since losing Gavin...what's a few more?!?
I should just learn that nothing goes exactly as I would like it too. Throw out the calender no need to make plans....lol...I wish. Not so simple.
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Definitely enough rain already. Now there's a rainfall warning. D keeps asking when we can go to the park.
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