Today is Will and mys 5th wedding anniversary. Looking back 5 years ago I couldn't have predicted the pain and disappointment we would go through as a couple, and as a family. We have been through unemployment, infertility, miscarriage, neonatal loss also some good things having Brennan moving into our new home. There have been times that our marriage has been strained, that we have fought. But we always pull through. I can't imagine not being with Will. I can't imagine something so terrible, something worse than losing our son that we can't work through. He is the person who just holds me and lets me cry, he tells me that it will be ok, it will get better. I am so thankful to have him.
Dearest Baby,Today is also the 6th month anniversary of your birth and death. I still think of you every day, but most days I am ok. I can think of you without crying or getting upset. Today is not one of those days.
I miss you and what should have been....so very much.
Your teddy is starting to look a little worn. I sleep with him every night, he never moves from my embrace.
I've started filing out a special baby book for you. It's not been easy. But you deserve to have a book just as your big brother does.
You will always be my child, my son and a part of my life until the day we are reunited in Heaven.
Love you always....Mommy
1 comment:
It's hard to comment on this one - because I want to say happy anniversary, but it's a sad anniversary as well.
I'll say both, happy anniversary (and you were a breathtaking bride) and I'm sorry - 6 months was hard for me too.
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