Walk to Remember and some other news

http://www.walktoremember.ca/

I registered for us to walk this October. A fellow BLM posted on FB that she and her family would be walking for their Angel. I knew it was something I wanted to do.

It was an easy decision but an emotional one. I cried about making this decision. It almost seems odd. I want to do it....but I guess I am scared about expressing my grief in public. But I know that probably every single person there will also have been affected in some way by loss. So there is nothing to be scared about.

I have to do this for my baby. I've been feeling somewhat guilty lately about not doing something more to recognize him. We didn't have a funeral or memorial. We haven't planted a tree yet. I got a garden stone, I've been knitting hats to donate in his memory but that's it.

I am happy to say that when I posted myself on FB that we would be attending a lady from my due date group with Brennan asked to send a teddy to donate. What a nice gesture!!

I also have some news on the job front. I interviewed at a law firm last Thursday. I had such a good feeling about it. I really really wanted that job. I got it! I start next week. I've enjoyed being a SAHM it would be nice if I could continue to stay at home....but it's just not feasible....