We had a quiet weekend. I am feeling better but my weight is still up further than I would like and is especially worrisome for weigh in tomorrow.
July 9 was our 6th wedding anniversary and 18 months since Gavin's death. We didn't' do anything. Depressing eh? The weather has been sucking here anyways.
I am feeling slightly depressed. I was feeling quite optimistic about the cycle but those darn what if"s. What if I just have a good feeling because I know it's our last try for a while (maybe forever)? If we are not successful well it will as always be disappointing but in the same token it will be a weight off to stop trying right....What a huge range for emotions.

2 comments:
There seem to be so many of us blms who are ttc again. I send you so much hope this is the cycle for you.
Everything is crossed for you and I hope this is your lucky cycle. Thinking of you ((Hugs))
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