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Monday, July 11, 2011

4 dpiui

We had a quiet weekend.  I am feeling better but my weight is still up further than I would like and is especially worrisome for weigh in tomorrow.

July 9 was our 6th wedding anniversary and 18 months since Gavin's death.  We didn't' do anything.  Depressing eh?  The weather has been sucking here anyways.

I am feeling slightly depressed.  I was feeling quite optimistic about the cycle but those darn what if"s.  What if  I just have a good feeling because I know it's our last try for a while (maybe forever)?  If we are not successful well it will as always be disappointing but in the same token it will be a weight off to stop trying right....What a huge range for emotions.

2 comments:

Lj82 said...

There seem to be so many of us blms who are ttc again. I send you so much hope this is the cycle for you.

Ashley said...

Everything is crossed for you and I hope this is your lucky cycle. Thinking of you ((Hugs))