I don't believe in horoscopes. They are vague and can apply to various peoples lives on any given day. My husband reads them in the free paper ever morning and usually shares mine with me. Today mine was something to the effect of that it's ok to dream.
Fabulous....if the BFN on the IC didn't already put me in a bad mood that made it even worse. Dreams....whatever. I've spend the last almost 2 years chasing a dream. What have I gotten? Nothing but pain, frustration and wasted time and money.
So I post something on my FB about how it may be ok to dream but when unrealized it feels like crap. I had a reply from a BLM no less....who just happen to be due shortly...about the good things that come to those who wait. She also said it wouldn't make me feel any better and it didn't!
My sister posted some story about an infertile couple and being blessed with exactly what they wanted at the end and brown hair blonde eyed girl (adopted)....blah.
On the way home tonight two preggo's on the train and as soon as I got in the car and turned it on that stupid song "all she wants is another baby" came on the radio. BFN on IC tonight. COME THE F ON. Please please please throw some more reminders and triggers my way. I AM SO TIRED OF IT ALL.
2 comments:
Thinking of you Glo ((Hugs))
I know which radio station you are listening to. They play that freaking song all the time. I always think of it that way too.
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