1 year 6 months and 5 days. That is how longs it's been since I wasn't pregnant with Gavin. 1 year 1 month. That is I how long we have been TTC again.
After Gavin's death I began following several blogs of other blms. Most of which were ttc or going to be in the near future. Now there are very few blogs I follow where a rainbow hasn't been born or isn't on the way. Very few. I feel like I am trailing behind in the dust. I can't think of one person I follow or know who is still ttc and had their loss prior to or around the same time as mine.
I am feeling pretty sorry for myself today....and I mean no offense to anyone who may be celebrating long awaited rainbows.
2 comments:
Hugs Glo.
I'm sorry you're still waiting for a rainbow. At 6 months out I'm already starting to freak out, so I don't think the way you feel is irrational at all.
I hope your rainbow comes soon.
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