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Sunday, July 3, 2011

Sigh

I had my first follie scan this morning.  Normally at this time cd 9 I would have 1 follie soon to be ready around 15mm.  This morning I had 5 at 12mm.  This is somewhat concerning for me.  Of course it is possibly that one or two will take the lead and be ready in a few days.  Past experience with overstimulating has me worried June 10  cycle I started out with 2 and ended up with 6, and Aug 10 cycle I started out with 4 and those 4 all grew together.

I go back Tuesday morning to see what's up.  I don't know what to do.  I can't in good conscious go ahead with IUI if I have more than 3 mature follicles, but I would hate to cancel.   It's always something isn't it?  1 year, 7 IUI starts, 2 cancelled for over-stimulation, and 4 BFN's where is this final IUI going to fall?  I am SICK and TIRED of this.  I don't get why this is now so hard when it was pretty easy before?

After this it's back to clomid for a bit.  I am hoping that with my weight loss 16.4 lbs and the supplements I am taking I will get an earlier (better) O on clomid.  It's funny after everything I can still say I have hope.  I am such a loser.

3 comments:

Lj82 said...

The last thing YOU are, is a loser. You're a great person who deserves great things.

You're better than I am, I'd go ahead with the IUI knowing there were 4... lol. You think I'm kidding, but I'm just crazy enough to do it! ;)

Hoping you have 1 beautiful, ripened folicle in a couple days. :)

Rhiannon said...

I am hoping with you. You are not a loser, you just want this more than anything.

And congrats on the weight loss! That is huge!

Anonymous said...

You're definitely not a loser! Infertility is such an awful roller coaster. I'm praying everything works out!