Last night I FINALLY reached my 10% weight loss goal....FINALLY.  It's been a rather slow journey.  I figure I have the food/eating thing down just need to keep up with it and I really need to get some more exercise to get things moving off a little faster.  But I'm not really that excited about exercise.  They say to find something you'll enjoy.  I am sure there are things I would enjoy.....but I need a little push to actually do it....plus it would be much more fun to do it with a friend.

One of the other ladies in my department at work commented today on how "good" I look.  I do feel better, lighter.  I still have a ways to go.  When I told her 25 more pounds to be under the higher end of my "healthy" BMI for a person of my height she was shocked.  I guess I hide fat pretty good...lol.  Some people gain on their tummies and have stick limbs.  Me it goes everywhere (except maybe the bbs!)

I did my last clomid pills this morning.  Now we wait.  I did purchase 50 opk's.  They haven't arrived yet and I hope they last till I get a surge.  I am really hoping for a sooner O but not feeling that optimistic about it considering my PCOS and the fact that no matter my weight I've never been "regular" but still it would be nice you know at least before cd 28....I would be happy with cd21, ecstatic with less than that!

There is this woman that I kind of know.  We used to ride the bus together, she works at a firm in the same building as me, I now see her at the train all the time (we work the same hours!).  I know I've spoken about her before.  She is pregnant.  I see her everyday.  It's becoming increasingly painful....but yet I can't stop looking.  I wonder is the pain I feel is visible or do I come off as a bitchy snob that won't make small talk anymore?  I keep wondering when she is leaving on her mat leave....please put me out of my misery!