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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Five Months

It's hard to believe it's been five months since I had to say hello and goodbye to Gavin. It feels surreal most of the time like it was all a dream....no strike that....a terrible nightmare. But it did happen. That day my life changed forever.

I do my very best to cope. It really frustrates me when people lack any type of understanding or compassion. I do the BEST I can....and I thought I was doing pretty well. Even on the days I struggle I still manage to FAKE it the best I can.

Some people just have a hard time "getting it" and why would they get it? Unless you've walked this path you just can't get it...not really....not fully. BUT that doesn't mean a little compassion can't be offered.

Sigh...the weather seems to be mimicking my mood. Sorry people....

1 comment:

Mrs. Spit said...

I often want to stand up and yell a quote from Shakespeare "The quality of mercy is not strained. It dropeth as the gentle rain from heaven."

Sorry you are seeing so little of it.