I swear I see pregnant women every turn I make. I suppose it doesn't help that I work in a heavily populated (during the day) area. Seriously though. It really really bothers me (still). I naturally assume that these people are fertile where I am not and that their baby will live and thrive where mine did not.
So I took a bank run this afternoon. On my way to the bank I past one big belly (one of our associates), within the next 45 seconds two more, and then there are two tellers at the bank (one of which sits at the business line). I was driving home this afternoon and what do I see another big belly walking a dog.
Please please throw more big bellies in my face. Please keep reminding me of my life's worst woes.
Had a "talk" with my boss last week. It left me feeling very upset. I am trying not to let her "get to me" but it is soooo hard. Little does she know I have escalated things...I spoke with one of our senior partners. I need someone on my side or to at least know what is going on. This lady has all the compassion of a rock.
On the ttc front. It appears I ovulated. I kind of expected I might being the first cycle of bc. Natural bfp...unlikely....but it's fun to dream. Off to the clinic within the week I hope.
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