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Monday, August 30, 2010

Love You Forever

Today is the day one year ago that you were conceieved.  I remember the day quite well.  It was a beautiful and sunny Sunday.  We woke up early to get ready for our insemination.  I drove to the clinic on my own while Daddy took care of B.  I remember waiting in the exam room and hearing the Doctor and nurse converse outside about who was going to do the inseminations.  The Doctor won/lost depends on the perspective.  He came into the room and made some joke about a lot of babies being made this fine Sunday morning.  I said something like yeah but most will be made in a bed and not in the doctor's office.  After the procedure I came home and relaxed a bit. That afternoon Daddy and I went to a baseball game and by that time it was really quite hot out.

It was only two cells meeting but your life begain on that day you existed.  A much wanted and loved little ball of cells.

Your chart:

I had a good feeling about the cycle.  My feeling was right and less than two weeks later I gave into my POAS addiction many many times.

Our first glimpse of you came about a month later.  One of the most amazing days of our lives.  Having had a prior miscarriage we were nervous about seeing your heartbeat.  You were a beautiful babe with a strong heartbeat.
Five weeks afterr you looked like a real baby!  We were so excited!!
The day we found out you were a boy :)
The day you arrived :( A day that should have been full of joy and tears of happiness.
In all your time with us was way too short.  But I am glad I have these pictures and memories right from the moment you came into existance.

Love you forever.....

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