Oh the Fates

Looks like I had reason to worry, and my symptoms weren't all in my head.

My cycle hasn't been cancelled yet but my ovaries are certainly in overdrive.  Left side has 3 follies between 10-12mm and the right side has 1 in the same range.  There are also several less than 10mm.  For some people 4 could be an ideal cycle.  But for me, well, not so ideal.  It was Dr S today.  I like here.  She agreed that based on my history (conceiving quickly on 1 follie cycles & Gavin's preterm birth) that triggering with more than 2 follies is not a good idea.

They decided to drop my Puregon dose in half in hopes that only one or two will continue to grow and become leads.

All of this has left me feeling pretty down.  I know I've posted about this before but it really seems like everything is stacked against us.  Losing Gavin, all the delays to ttc again, the first overstimulated cycle and now this cycle potentially overstimulating again.  I just don't know what to think.

I go back on Sunday.

If I get cancelled again.  I will have to wait on AF, then we are going to put the breaks on iui for a while and do some clomid.  I will probably make a consult appt with Dr M so we can discuss these 2 cycles and create a new plan.  SOMETHING has changed in my body since I cycled for Gavin.  Something is making me respond so dramatically differently.