DH and I were talking today. I guess someone at his work made a comment that he looked sad/down. Normally DH is fairly easy going, doesn't show his emotions much. Probably like a lot of men. It's ok to have a "down" I have more than my fair share. But when your co-workers notice....well....that maybe its a bit more serious.
Having him feeling this way put me into a situation that leaves me feeling a bit guilty.
Right now I am having enough trouble keeping me getting up everyday, to find the positive things in life. I can't do it for someone else too. Even my own husband. Extra weight to bear when I am already weighed down. I feel guilty that I can't be there for him the way I should.
I did manage to come up with a few positives that have made me smile or laugh in the last while. Brennan has a book called "No More Diapers for Ducky" We've read it so many times that Brennan can pick up the book and tell us the story. It is very cute, it makes me smile and giggle to hear his rendition. Little moments like that really help.
My baseline for IUI #6 is booked for Sunday morning.
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