We went to my sister's house this evening for a Christmas gathering. I really didn't want to go. I didn't respond to the invitation, DH did. I considered saying I wasn't feeling well but I bowed to the pressure I put on myself to make things "normal" and went.
We were all sitting around eating and my dad turns to me and asks something....I can't even remember what. Then he says "your so quiet, why are you so quiet?" "Oh she's just tired" "Your tired all the time."
Ok....yeah I am tired. I work full time and have a toddler to take care of, most errands and house cleaning are left for weekend. Most working moms are probably tired. But I also slept like crap last night (and most nights) and I am just NOT in a celebratory mood. So SUE me!!!
I wonder if anyone of my family besides DH and myself realize that I suffer from many of the symptoms of depression?
Anxiety
Sleep disturbance
Social Withdrawal
Moodiness
etc...
I wonder why I have those symptoms?? (That was a rhetorical question)
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