Just breathe....that is what I have to tell myself every time I think about Gavin's Birthday on Sunday. I know it will be ok. I am more anxious about the day arriving then I will probably be once the day arrives. I am SO glad that his day is on Sunday this year. That means I can do what I need to do and feel how I need to feel and not have to be at work.
One year since my life changed forever. One year of grief and sadness.
I've been working on a new montage for Gavin. I can't wait to share it on Sunday. I showed it to my husband last week to get his opinion. He cried and for once I got to comfort him and was able to do so without losing it myself.
I know that my sadness will not cease once we pass Gavin's Birthday, but I am still hopeful that this new year will be joyous and we will find blessings in our lives no matter how small.
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I'll be thinking of you. Please let me know if meeting for coffee would help.
I will be thinking of you, Gavin and your family on Sunday. I am so sorry that you have had to live this last year without him, it is so unfair. ((hugs))
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