Just about this time, this day last year I was given the news that my world was about to fall apart. That my baby and I were in a dire situation. I'll never forget how the resident sat down on the side of the stretcher, placed her hand on my arm and gave me the news no mother wants to hear.
I feel a weight of sadness today as I remember the events of that day. I was up at 5:30am and my thoughts immediately turned to Gavin. I didn't sleep much after that.
We are snowed in today. I am actually rather glad for it. It gives me the perfect excuse to just stay home. I am curious to see if anyone will remember tomorrow. I know my MIL is thinking of us, she sent a nice email. My sister has something to give to us. I spoke with my own mother today and she didn't mention Gavin or his birthday....and ended our phone call with we'll see you Monday :(
I will post my montage tomorrow, I don't know that I will write...there just isn't much more that I can say then what I already have over this year.
3 comments:
Thinking of you as you remember Gavin and the events of last year.
Thinking about you and Will and Brennan. Thinking about Gavin and wishing he could have stayed. I'm so sorry.
Sending love and hugs your way.
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