Well here it is. The due date. While it is unlikely baby Gavin would have arrived on this date, it is the date that every expectant mother thinks about for 36 or so weeks. I have been no different. Even though Gavin was born 4 months and 2 weeks ago I have still been counting down to this day.
Now I'm done. It's over. There is no more "I should be ___ weeks pregnant." All I have now is the continued emptiness. He's not here, and never will be again.
Dearest baby, my sweet Gavin,
I miss you more than words can express. I am sad that you are not with us. A million tears have flowed since you left.
I know that there is only one place better than here in my warm embrace and that you are safe in His care.
Life is moving forward but you are never far from my heart and mind.
Love you forever,
Mommy
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Sending care and hugs. I'll see you tonight.
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