Disturbing dreams

I've had a couple of disturbing dreams over the last week or so, probably hormone induced but disturbing to me. In both we still have Gavin....and he's not alive. He's as he was wrapped up in a blankie but I knew in my dream that it was not that day....his day...it was after a while after. I guess it has something to do with letting go? We had Gavin cremated and he is of course still with us...and I don't plan on doing anything with him....at least not till I die. Back to WW tomorrow. I hope to lose my 15 lbs by August....that's a reasonable goal right? Only 3.75 lbs per month.