Saturday, March 24, 2012
11dp3dt beta day
I am 99.9% sure today's beta will be negative. I am not going to bother going to the hospital lab so I can get my stat results today. Regular lab, results tomorrow....the blood work is a formality.
I've said it a few times not I am not surprised my one LO didn't stick. I am however very disappointed in how the whole cycle played out. I am anxious to talk with my RE...a three month wait seems unacceptable at this point. I plan on talking to the nure about maybe her trying to fit me in somewhere sooner. I want to know now what he thinks I don't want to wait another three months wondering and putting my life on hold still. This is exactly what I wanted to be over with....and now I feel I can't move on unless I get a fair chance of having ivf work and by that I mean good quality embryos created and transferred.
Not sure what to do in the meantime. I've pondered the idea of letting my body go au natural for a while (no birth control). It's been a long time since I've done that and I am a little curious to know what my body might do. However if my pcos symptoms come back with vengeance you can be sure I'll be right back on BC. I would really prefer not to have a broken out face at my age.
I'll be sure to take my supplements inositol and my vitamins....I might also try coq10 as I hear that could help with pcos egg quality. I'll get back on track with diet exercise, still have at least 15 lbs to lose.
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I'm sorry that this cycle isn't the one. I have been waiting for your update, hoping for good news. I hope the RE can help you sooner than 3 months from now.
I'm still hoping for a positive, but I know what it is like to prepare yourself for a negative.
I took coq10 before getting pregnant this time, after a stillbirth and 3 miscarriages. I'm not saying it made a huge difference and I'm not saying that it didn't, but I'm 18.5 weeks pregnant now, the second longest I've gotten. You never know. My doctor said to go on 600mg a day. I know some who have gone on less and someone who went up to 1000mg (although her IVF didn't work, but likely because of her septum).
I hope that the doctor is fine and eager to have another try before 3 months pass.
:( Not the update I wanted to read. I don't blame you for not wanting to wait 3 months. I hope your RE has a good new plan for you.
Did you POAS yet? How do you know it will be negative? Still keeping my fingers crossed!
I don't have any words that will adequately offer comfort but know we are here for you.
I'm sorry to hear that you don't think this this IVF is the one. It must be so hard to have to face trying all over again. I hope you can get the answers you're searching for very soon.
Sorry that last comment was from me. I was signed in with my husband's account.
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