Transfer Update

Sorry of the late update. I was pretty upset....not only about the transfer but some other stuff too. Anyhow out of the 4 fertilized we had just the one 6 cell compacting embryo to transfer on Tuesday. It took all I had to not cry in front of the clinic people (I was on my own no DH) I can only hope that this little one keeps growing and implants and thrives. I know I said one cycle and done but with such a poor outcome I am tempted to try again....even if it means asking in laws for money, and suffering through stims, the pain of retrieval the after (I am still sore!). It just seems it wasn't a "fair" chance. My wtf appt with the re is June 19 I will ask his thoughts and discuss my theories/concerns which are the type of stim and the start dose. I think my body would do better with a non lh stim and starting at a lower dose. I responded really quick to 300 iu maybe too quick? I don't need 16 Immature/bad eggs I need a few great quality ones.