Day 4 January 11

I didn't write last night because I was out.  My sisters birthday was yesterday and I spent the evening with her and some other people.  I could have easily stayed home but glad I went. Today I am feeling confused.  I don't really know what to think or what to do about the things I feel and I think I am letting things bother me too much, over thinking. Took the kids to the pool, trying to be more active as a family....get out of the house even if I don't feel like it.  At least then I won't feel guilty about the kids being stuck at home on the weekends.