Day 5 Jan 12

I'm a little late, but it's only 7 am, the day has barely started.  Yesterday morning, we were having issues with B.  I said to Dh "it's times like these that make me feel like snaping". B wouldn't let me go to work.  He had me in a death grip because I had given him a consequence.  Dh had to physically remove him.  Times like that are scary.  At this point I am still stronger but need dh to help.  When B gets like that there is no reasoning it seems.  It would be really easy for me to get upset, yell, try to push him off me which I know is not the answer but it's very frustrating that he is so inconsolable that he can't hear reason.  I was worried that would all spill over into his school day, but he had a pretty good day. I walked into work like 3 minutes before I start.  I don't like that!