Back Early!

So my mom and dad came home early. I should have known that would happen. I just remembered now that last year they drove out to Vancouver Island and came back early from that trip too. My dad is just a real homebody.

So it worked out ok for me. They took us out to Costco for a Hot dog.

I have been kind of wanting a Wii. What I really want is a Wii Fit. I won't be buying a Wii unless I can get a fit. The only problem is....they sell out as fast as the stores get them in stock. I may have a long wait.

So I wonder if I get this thing will I actually be motivated to work out. I mean I have a workout room here in our condo....do I use it ?....rarely...I have DVDs and VHS tapes of exercise workouts...do I use them? Never. I really want to work on losing some weight but I just can't get motivated, other than daily walks and sometimes even that is hard to get out and do.

I have been able to lose weight in the past...way back when I was a teenager and early 20's but since then it has been a struggle to say the least. It's not like I haven't tried either. About a year before DH and I got married I hired a personal trainer at the gym I was already working out at. Did a 12 week stint with the trainer who really pushed me and even helped by looking at my food journal. You know what I didn't lose 1 single pound. Some might say well you gained in muscle mass. Well according to their stupid machine I didn't even do that! That was $600 down the toilet. So since that time my relationship with exercise has been strained. I will commit for a time and then if I don't see any results I give up.

It is very frustrating for me. I just want to be comfortable in my body. Is that too much to ask!?!?