Some days I feel incredibly alone and sad. Having dealt with IF I know there are so many women out there that would give anything to have a child and to be able to care for that baby especially the privilege we have in Canada of taking a year to be with our child.
But on days like today when Brennan is napping and I am sitting here living through the internet I feel blue.
I thought that I would start to feel better once I got through the winter and could get out more, but alas I am still sitting here (except in the heat now) feeling sorry for myself.
Even my daily walks don't cheer me up much. You know what I do....I go to the grocery store and walk around because I am bored...and because there are people there....and then I buy something so it looks like I have a reason to be there.
It doesn't help that DH works late. I hate being alone :(
1 comment:
Ugh. I"m sorry you are blue too. Is it an edmonton thing?
Have you thought about a mum's group? I have a few friends who go, and they love it.
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