Don't have much to say

I've been feeling pretty down today, not really motivated yet at the same time bored. I decided yesterday that I needed something more to occupy myself, or something to look forward to. But I couldn't think of anything.

I briefly thought about going outside to play in the snow with B, but I didn't really feel like it. Too much work.

Dh said to look forward to getting our landscaping done. Insert rolling my eyes blinkie. Sure it will be nice to use the backyard but that is still months away and involves spending lots of money which I don't really like to do.

Look forward to going back to work....ok well maybe a little. At least it will force me to get off the couch. It's not like it's something I will do with happiness or anything. It will be purely for the distraction. Busy work.

I don't know what to do. What will make me happy even if it's for a short time frame? I don't know.