Saturday, February 27, 2010
Only Two Guarantee's in Life
Death and Taxes we got through one of those....the 2009 taxes....can I say blah?... Printing of the zillion pages of our returns I started surfing a little. As usual I end up on FF (a ttc charting/pregnancy forum) Sadly I have been a member since 2005. I don't really belong anymore. At this point there are very few places for me to participate....very few places I can go for understanding support. I sit there and stare at my most recent chart 50 days today. It's a constant reminder. It seems like life is just dragging by. I want it to move quicker as if getting past certain dates and milestones will make me feel better or making progress on another pregnancy will make me happy. So far it's not working each week marks a sad reminder of what should be and the journey to another pregnancy makes me just a little bitter right now. All I know is I hate being in limbo, it sucks, it makes me a not very nice person.
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I totally understand the feeling of having nowhere to go on FF... it seems that all the losses on there are early and it's hard to relate with what we've been through. There is a TTC after stillbirth group that I post in sometimes and they are very good and supportive so you might wanna take a look (http://www.fertilityfriend.com/Circles/viewtopic.php?t=2074575). A lady on there has had a similar loss to yours as well so it's not just stillbirth mommas... hugz!
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