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Friday, February 26, 2010

Last Day

Well this is it, my last day on "maternity leave." I've been off for 7 weeks total 1 was bereavement and 6 maternity. I am going back to work on Monday. I could have taken all the time allotted to me and maybe I will regret the early return. I hope I have made the right decision.

I think that I will be fine. It's just a matter of getting back into routine. Some people might say I should have taken all the time and spent it with B. I agree that's a nice idea but I will honestly admit that I have not made this time off anything special for B other than us being together physically. During the first few weeks grief is overwhelming and even now I really just don't feel like making an effort to do much of anything besides stay at home.

This was not how I intended to spend my maternity leave.