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Friday, March 11, 2011

Off for the weekend

I am off to a scrap booking/quilting retreat with my sister this weekend.  I don't really do either but plan on taking my knitting maybe my cross stitch, some books and some movies.  When I was getting ready for bed last night I was thinking about Gavin's bear and if I should take it with me.  I don't want to seem like a wuss or anything bringing my teddy but I've held him every single night since we lost Gavin.  I also realized that this will be the first time I haven't slept in my own bed since January 9, 2010.  Oy.  We obviously don't get out much!  So I will bring the teddy.  It's just my sister who will be room sharing with me.

I am awaiting my appointments next week.  I've been feeling ok.  Actually having some nausea which is a good thing.  I've never really suffered from morning sickness per say with any of my pregnancies just some occasional nausea.  The nausea this week has been somewhat reassuring.  I am praying that next week we find a healthy and thriving baby.

I've been meaning to make up a list of things to discuss with my OB.  Of course I have been procrastinating "just in case."  I want to address things like regular swabs to check for vaginal infections, progesterone, metformin, cervical length and at what point does he feel a cerclage would be warranted (I know what the mfm thinks already), the possibility of being pulled off work.  I realize some things he just won't be able to give a definitive answer but I am quite sure he's got a bit more knowledge than me!

I heard back from the fertility clinic about my referral to the mfm for my nt.  That will be April 11.  If all goes well I will probably let my family know, my boss know, and then my co-workers. 

Well I had better stop procrastinating and pack my bag :)

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