Anger

I love being pregnant. It feels so wonderful. I was just getting to the best stage when my precious baby's life was torn from me. I was showing more "looking pregnant" instead of fat. I was finally feeling some decent movement, thanks to that anterior placenta later than with B.

I was thinking of getting 3-d images done, and a pregnancy photo shoot, organizing the room.

I really am angry that everything has been taken.

Sometimes I feel like chucking this laptop against a wall. Then I clench my teeth till the feeling passes.

I know smashing my laptop into a zillion pieces would not be a good thing....besides what would I do all day without it??