Managed

So in follow up to my last post....I managed. I did end up looking at the prints in the parking garage and of course cried a bit but I was OK.

I did order my medical records....heck I was right there...the offices are only a few feet away from each other. Should be about a month to get them.

I was curious to know if the pictures were more of a "medical" nature. I am thankful they are not. They are actually quite nice. I only wish they had been done just a little sooner. You can see the difference in the hands and feet especially. Our pictures they look nice and plump, the hospital pictures not so much.

I have had many comments about how "strong" I am. I don't feel strong all the time. I have shed many tears and have a constant heaviness in my heart. I honestly believe if I didn't have B, if this had happened in a first pregnancy I would absolutely not be so "strong."

My Dh has class tonight. Sigh. It's a LONG day. Fortunately it's the first of the semester and should be short.